I got a pimple on my arm

It wasn’t festering

A few days later

it spread all over my body

These aren’t nice things to see

I popped two of them

And then four

and multiplied by the day after

The pimples started growing the number

once I started to pop

I heard the gong in colosseum

I popped

They grew more

One day

I was working on my daily fight at the park bench

It was just around the noon

Since the people in the park left 

once I entered the park

no one was around

Hey, no offence

I want to stay as a human

Monster!

They disappeared into their dwellings

Thank you for cheering me!

I was just by myself

then my hand got dark by shadow

Anybody needs drugs

Oh, drug seller

Yes

Any drugs if it could erase these pimples

These are like traces of bombings

Please turn me back to a man

You are

People don’t think so  Please I want to be a human again

The traces do not disappear though I can make them inconspicuous

Whatever  You are the one who talked to me after a long time

Okay  So dig up a hole before winter comes

A hole?

An extremely deep hole

Alright

And dive into the hole when the first blast of the winter blows

And?

Of course you sleep in the hole

I sleep?

Yes

How long do I sleep?

Until you wake up

Are you a drug seller?

Who cares  Now what

I grabbed a shovel

I took off my shirt and leather shoes to prepare myself for digging

Under the high shining sun

I kept digging in the bush of the park

Before the cold blast

I manage to finish the hole

I made it like a good fat gourd

And the day came

When the blast carried off leaves of the ginkgoes

I dived into the hole

Unexpectedly it was warm and I felt safe

I soon became a dot

I am sure that I slept quite a long time

I think I was watching a dream

I was looking for my company

Somewhere far away

Someone whom I don’t even know the name of

I wanted my company no matter what

I stretched my arms

my legs

I will finish writing this

I don’t have enough space any more to curve on the wall

I don’t even know if someone will read this

if there is someone from the start

I will go now

I pray that you find me